Burnout.

I am still jobless. Why is it so damn impossible to find employment? I have been looking (not constantly obviously) since Easter and still nothing, it is times like this when I wish my parents had the types of jobs that I could go help out with over summer. It is so frustrating and is currently putting a downer on everything.

On a brighter side Lisa’s party was good. It was nice to see some people again, although a lot of the people there were her family who I didn’t know but Stewart and Vicky were there and I also spoke briefly to Amy and Sarah who I hadn’t seen since college. I am looking forward to September when I should be around Stourbridge a bit more if I am on school placements over that way, I miss everyone when I am here. It is not until I see them again that I realise how much I missed them. Luckily Vicky, Lisa, and I seem to have the type of friendship where every time we see each other again we just pick up where we last finished, even if we haven’t spoken for ages there is no awkwardness when we next do.
It was good to be back in my parents house for the evening also. I miss the amount of people and the general chaos of being back there. I like it here, but it is a lot quieter and smaller, I like going back to where everyone is constantly knowing everyone else’s business. I can’t wait for Katie to be back.
I feel very alone at the moment. Not lonely, just a lone. It is a strange sensation.