Sex and the City.

Angelina Jolie is so beautiful it makes me sick, almost physically sick. I hate it. But for some reason I just can’t hate her, maybe it is all her do-gooding or something. I want to dislike the woman but just can’t.
I also may also be feeling sick because of the Cheesecake, chewits, and wee little icing cake I have eaten this afternoon. This may also be the reason I do not look like Angelina Jolie (if you ignore the blonde hair, flesh coloured skin and 15 years age difference of course.)

I am currently seemingly addicted to Sex and the City. I think this is partly because I like to imagine myself in the background of the screen living the same life they are living. I shall get there eventually I guess, just hopefully with better dress sense.
Oh and the dog is freaking me out, just stop staring!

Burnout.

I am still jobless. Why is it so damn impossible to find employment? I have been looking (not constantly obviously) since Easter and still nothing, it is times like this when I wish my parents had the types of jobs that I could go help out with over summer. It is so frustrating and is currently putting a downer on everything.

On a brighter side Lisa’s party was good. It was nice to see some people again, although a lot of the people there were her family who I didn’t know but Stewart and Vicky were there and I also spoke briefly to Amy and Sarah who I hadn’t seen since college. I am looking forward to September when I should be around Stourbridge a bit more if I am on school placements over that way, I miss everyone when I am here. It is not until I see them again that I realise how much I missed them. Luckily Vicky, Lisa, and I seem to have the type of friendship where every time we see each other again we just pick up where we last finished, even if we haven’t spoken for ages there is no awkwardness when we next do.
It was good to be back in my parents house for the evening also. I miss the amount of people and the general chaos of being back there. I like it here, but it is a lot quieter and smaller, I like going back to where everyone is constantly knowing everyone else’s business. I can’t wait for Katie to be back.
I feel very alone at the moment. Not lonely, just a lone. It is a strange sensation.

Help Me.

Today is interview day the second. An interview at Costas at two, still haven’t heard back from Severn Valley so I am really hoping this goes ok. I quite like the idea of making Lattes and serving cake all day. If that doesn’t go well I also have an application sent of for decathlon although that would mean splitting my time between here and Stourbridge and I don’t really know how I feel about that.

Lisa’s birthday on Friday which I am looking forward to. I know that Stewart will be good to catch up with some people that I haven’t seen for a while. Jazzy will be coming with us to the Stourbridge house which will be interesting for Phats but I am sure she will get over it. May take her up to the woods before we go out in the evening, I am sure she will enjoy that. Plus James will be dog sitting her in the evening which she is going to love.

The Secret Ninja.

And so I got the much desired 2:1 for my degree, I feel a slight weight having been lifted from my shoulders and my parents were very pleased. The garden drinks thing was all very nice, it may even be described as “rather quaint”, however my neck and shoulders did get destroyed by those two or three hours of sunlight. I am still waiting for my actual break down of results to get delivered in the post but I am for some reason convinced that they will not actually arrive, the Majorca postcard I sent here never got delivered so I am starting to wonder whether this house actually exists or whether it is just a secret place that only those who know it is there can see it, that would certainly explain the multitude of children that come marching through the garden gate oblivious to us every day.

I have still had no reply from the job interview I had last week, they really need to hurry-the-fuck-up. Even if they just ring to tell me that I don’t have the job that would be muchly appreciated. Since then I have handed in an application to House of Fraiser a long with four other applications throughout Telford and have another application to fill in when I meet up with my Mother tomorrow. I shall trail through the job centre website this afternoon and see if there are any more places I can send a cv off to.

I don’t know if it is the lack of job or what exactly it is that is getting me quite down recently. I do feel quite lonely here at the moment, it is strange going so long having conversations with only one person, but I know that when I do have a job and I am busier then the lonliness thing will go away. I don’t really know, I just feel very angry at myself currently, I can’t be bothered.

One Tin Soldier.

There have been a few developments since I last updated. I have a job interview tomorrow at two which is just awesome. However not so awesome is the fact that I have to wake up mega early in order to be back in time plus it is my Grad Ball tonight which equals not so much sleep.
I have all my limbs crossed that I get this job, walked up with Dan to see where it is located, and it is so close!! Please Employ Me!! I bake good cakes!!!

Went to see sex and the city, it wasn’t as great as I was hoping it would be although there were a few funny parts. It seemed to focus solely on Carrie and Miranda totally forgetting that any of the other characters existed at all, if it had been a film that was not attached to a tv show then it would have been a bit rubbish, you didn’t really feel anything towards the characters because of the film, only because of what you have known previously about them, but then again I guess the point of the film was solely to bring closure to the television series (cue Sex and the City 2 now I have said that).

Friday is curtain shopping and Saturday is lying in bed feeling sorry for myself after too many beverages, this sounds like a plan :]